Choice is an illusion。

Wish you were here

whisper — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 23:20:00 GMT

题记：I've gone somewhere that you couldn't follow.

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【影】

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【景】

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【物】

PS.Wish we were there.

小情歌

whisper — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 14:49:00 GMT

题记：能有谁，陪我疯一回。

我爱你！

我是爱你的。

我想我是爱你的~

我应该是爱你的。

我希望我是爱你的。

我并不是爱着你。

我爱的是自己。

确信---迟疑---思考---怀疑---不信

脸上的荣光与内心的热度都渐渐褪去。

那份确信的情感不见了。

你看，有些事容不得细想。

怪不得，人一思考，上帝就发笑。

"The moment that you stop to think whether you love someone, you've already stop loving that person forever."

如果你是一个怀疑论者，那是你的不幸，而且很不幸。

就让我做一个梦。

执你之手。

信一次，疯一回。

I love you

The Dandy Warhols

I love you

(repeated several times)

I only just met you before,

But I cant understand

You dont want me more.

You may-be think im

To smart and wierd,

But that should only

Make you want to hear that,

I love you

(repeated several times 10x to be exact)

You make me feel really

Unsure,

But that should only make

You feel secure.

Although weve only known

Eachother a bit already,

I cant sleep at night and I feel

Like shit. thats right.

Run

Snow patrol

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

All you need is love

Lynden David Hall

Love, love, love.
Love, love, love.
Love, love, love.

There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.

Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.

All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.

All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.

Nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy.

All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.

All you need is love (all together, now!)
All you need is love. (everybody!)
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need (love is all you need).

Yee-hai!
Oh yeah!
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.

Nikita

The Guggenheim Grotto

I was meant for the movies

I was meant to be great
But somewhere in the confusion
I was left in the shade

Oh Nikita
Come get me
I'm almost thirty
Oh Nikita
Come get me
I'm almost thirty

I lived with devotion
Dignity and
I scoped the fire within me
Fire turned me to ash

Oh Nikita
Come get me
I'm almost thirty
Oh Nikita
Come get me
I'm almost thirty

Oh Nikita
Come get me
I'm almost thirty
Oh Nikita
Come get me
I'm almost thirty

Additional recommandations

From WERE

小情歌-张震岳

ave me help me

我掉進思念裡

下雨. 夜裡

我好久沒看到你

save me help me

想聽你的聲音

迷失.城市裡

到處都是寂寞的歌曲

總是要裝無所謂

其實也不算是有多累

但就睡不著. 但就很發慌

我翻來翻去. 我快要瘋掉.......

From 九

The Rasmus - Justify

So close so far
I'm lost in time
Ready to follow a sign
If there was only a sign
The last goodbye
burns in my mind
Why did I leave you behind?
Guess it was too
high to climb

Give me a reason
Why would you want me
To live and die
Living a lie
You were the answer
All that I needed
To justify, justify my life

Someone as beautiful as you
Could do much
better it's true
That didn't matter to you
I tried so hard to be the one
It's something I couldn't do
Guess I was under the gun

Give me a reason
Why would you want me
To live and die
Living a lie
You were the answer
All that I needed
To justify, justify my life

It's only right
That I should go
And find myself
Before I go and ruin
Someone else

So close so far
I'm lost in time
Ready to follow a sign
If there was only a sign

Give me a reason
Why would you want me
To live and die
Living a lie
You were the answer
All that I needed
To justify, justify my life

It's only right
That I should go
And find myself
Before I go and ruin
Someone else

From 百万

风筝-陈升

因为我知道你是个

容易担心的小孩子

却也不敢飞得太远

所以我在飞翔的时候

就算我偶尔飞飞翔到云间

贪玩迷了路

也我希望你能看得见

就算我偶尔

会知道你在等着我

我是一个贪玩又自由的风筝

回到你身边因为

每天都会让你担忧

如果有一天迷失风中

要如何

我知道你是个容易担心的小孩子

所以我在飞翔的时候担忧

如果有一天

却也不敢飞得太远

我是一个贪玩又自由的风筝

每天都会让你迷失风中

要如何回到你身边

贪玩又自由的风筝

每天都游戏在天空

到你的怀中因为我知

如果有一天扯断了线

你是否会回来寻找我

from 小技

今生今世-哥哥

幻变的一生

默默期待一份爱

踏过多少弯

段段情路

也失望

我不甘心

说别离

仍旧渴望爱的传奇

不舍不弃

无恐长夜空虚

风中继续追

风里笑着风里唱

感激天意碰着你

纵是苦涩都变得美

天也老任海也老

唯望此爱

爱未老

愿意今生约定

他生再拥抱

是你的双手静静燃亮

这份爱

是你的声音

夜夜陪伴我的梦

交出真心

真的美无尽

每日每天想你

今生今世

宁愿名利抛开

潇洒跟你飞

from L

pieng ter-暹罗之恋ost

เนื้อเพลง : เพียงเธอ
ศิลปิน : พีช (เพลงประกอบภาพยนตร์เรื่องรักแห่งสยาม)

อยากจะขอบคุณที่รู้ใจ เข้าใจสิ่งดีๆที่ให้มา
อยากจะขอบคุณที่สัญญา ว่าใจไม่มีวันห่างเหิน

กับคนหนึ่งคน ที่ไร้วัน เวลา หมดกำลังจะก้าวเดิน
จากคนที่เคยเจ็บเหลือเกินที่ใจ...กลับกลายเป็นเบิกบาน

* ผ่านคืนวันโหดร้าย นานเหมือนชั่วกาล
กลับมีคนห่วงใยกัน สุขใจทุกวัน...มีเธออยู่ข้างกาย
เริ่มรู้จักความหวาน กับรักลึกซึ้งหมดใจ
เริ่มรู้จักความหมายของคืนวัน

แค่คนหนึ่งคนกับหัวใจ ให้เธอหมดไปเลยที่ฉันมี
จะเป็นจะตายจะร้ายดีไม่แคร์ ไม่เคยจะหวั่นไหว
จะมีแต่เธอที่แสนดีร่วมทาง ตราบจนวันที่สิ้นใจ
หนึ่งวันจะนานสักเท่าไร ถ้าไกลห่างเธอไปสักวัน

ซ้ำ *

ให้เธอได้ยิน เสียงจากใจฉัน
ที่จะคอย บอกทุกคืนวันว่า...รักเธอ

ซ้ำ *

ว่าเสียงใจฉันเอง...ร้องเพลงให้เธอฟังอยู่ คือเสียงดังจากใจ...ร้องเพลงที่ใครไม่อาจฟัง
เสียงใจฉันเอง...ร้องเพลงให้เธอฟังอยู่ คือเสียงดังจากใจ ร้องเพลงที่ฟัง...เข้าใจเพียงเรา...

多想谢谢你的明白
你的付出多想谢谢你的承诺
你不变的心心声来自被遣忘
心身疲累的我

来自虽深受创伤仍感欢欣的我

曾渡过惨淡岁月似无止境般
但仍有人关心有你伴着倍感快乐
开始感到爱的甜蜜
开始领会人生意义
一生一心全献给你
是好是坏不后侮不畏缩
只因特别的你我不离不弃至死不渝
一日不见渡日如年

曾渡过惨淡岁月似无止境般
但仍有人关心有你伴着倍感快乐
开始感到爱的甜蜜
开始领会人生意义

就让你细听我的心声
告诉你我日夜深爱着你

曾渡过惨淡岁月似无止境般
但仍有人关心有你伴着倍感快乐
开始感到爱的甜蜜
开始领会人生意义

这是来自我心唱给你的歌
来自我心其它人听不到的歌
这是来自我心唱给你的歌
来自我心只有我俩才会意的歌

La sombra del viento

whisper — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 13:50:00 GMT

题记：曾经有本书，让我着了魔。

Some things can only be seen in the shadows.

《风之影》

[P182]

.....About accursed book, about the man who wrote them, about character broke out of pages of a novel so that he could burn it, about a betrayed and a lost friendship. It's a story of love, of hatred, and of the dream that live in the shadow of the wind.

The Cemetery of Forgotten Books 遗忘书之墓

[P3]

This is a place of mystery,Daniel,a sanctuary. Every book, every volume you see here, has a soul.The soul of the person who wrote it and of those who read it lived and dreamed with it. Everytime a book changes hands,every time some one runs his eyes down its pages,its spirit grows and strengthens...When a library disappears ,or a bookshop closes down,when a book is consiged to oblivion,those who know this place,its guardians, make sure that it get here...

--------Daniel's father

In this place,books no longer remembered by anyone, books that are lost in time,live forever,waiting for the day when they reach a new reader's hands...Now,they only have us...Daniel.

--------Nuria

[P74]

....As I walked in the dark through the tunnels and tunnels of books,I could not help being overcome by a sense of sadness.I couldn't help thinking about that if I, by pure chance,had found a whole universe on a single unknown book, buried in that endless necropolis,tens of thousands more would remain unexplored,abandoned pages,by worlds and souls without an owner sinking in an ocean of darkness,while the world that throbbed outside the library seemed to be losing its memory,day after day,unknowingly, feeling all the wiser the more it forgot.

-----2nd time in the cemetery of the forgotten books

[P215]

Books are mirrors: you only see in them what you already have inside you.

---------Daniel

写作，持续抵抗着遗忘与死亡。

书籍，也许就是作者本身“存在”的某种形式与证明。

每一本在寂寞中等待的书籍，就像我们孤独的灵魂一样，蜷缩在某个地方，期待冥冥中，奇迹般的相遇。

The Angel In the Mist 雾中天使

[236]

.......the figure of an avenging angel, had been dumped into the fountain that was centerpiece of the garden.Its blackened marble stone, ghostlike, beneath the sheet of water that flowed over the edge of the bowl. The hand of th e fiery angel emerged from the water, an accusing finger as sharp as a bayconet, pointing towards the front door of the house.

佩内洛普天使般的女子

她将纯洁献给真爱，然后倒在血泊中。

那栋大宅那个时代

与她一起远去了

只留下一个魔咒，让爱与恨一起延续。

gone with the sin

Julian 哦，胡立安

[P169]

Julian was living in the past, locked in his memories, he lived within himself, for his book and inside them-a comfortable prison of his own design.

There are worse prison than words, Daniel.

----Nuria

[P176]

We exist as long as somebody remember us.

--------Julian

[434]

Julian's Hate

He hated me for having deceived him.

He hated Moliner for having wished to give him a life that now felt like an open wound.

But above all he hated the man who had caused his calamity, this trail of death and misery himself.

He hated those filthy books to which he had devoted his life about which nobody cared.

He hated every stolen second.

[459]

A story is a letter the author write to himself, to tell himself the things that he would be unable to discover otherwise.

------Julian

他是如此迷人

英俊幽默聪慧有世界上最真诚的笑容

才华横溢写作绘画音韵完美的艺术家气质

热情深情一生一世的爱

神秘而危险

阳光下潜伏着深沉与黑暗

他的生命像一团火

温情时是太阳

为爱无所畏惧

当被仇恨吞噬

便化身为复仇的怒火

黑暗中闪耀着蓝蓝的幽光

Daniel 我们可爱的达涅尔

[180]

A stranger sees us the way we are, not as they wish us to be.

---------Daniel

[229]

And this is why you（Daniel） believed that if you manage to unravel the mystery of Julian Carax and rescue him from oblivion,the face of your mother will come back to you....

--------Fermin

我们看着他一点点长大，成为一个男人。

Bea ~ 贝阿

美与自由

[179]

"That you really love him. That you're not marrying him to get away from home, to put distance between yourself and Barcelona and your family, to go somewhere they can't hurt you. That's you're leaving and not running away. "

---------Daniel asked Bea

[186]

Don't you see? It feels as if it's been waiting for me. As if it has been hiding here for me from before I was born.

----------Bea

Belle，本身就是美神的意思。

Daniel's Father 父亲

[190]

A good father: a man with a head, a heart, and a soul. A man capable of listening, of leading and respecting a child, and not of drowning his won defects in him. Someone whom a child will not only love his because he's his father but will also admire for the person he is. Someone he want to grow up to resemble.

----------Fermin

Fermin 费尔明智者

[190]

Sometimes what matters isn't what one gives but what one gives up.

[228]

Few things are more deceptive than memories.

[226]

I always thought we were going to be inseparable, but life must know thing we don't know....

[272]

Those who really love, love in silence, with deeds and not with words.

[303]

Fools talk, cowards are silent, wise men listen. ---------Gustavo Barcelo

这是作者。

其实他们是同一个人

当然他比费尔明明显胖出很多。

Fumero 恶魔

[461]

Fumero lives to avenge himself. Without vengeance, without eager, he would melt away.

急剧畸形的生命

从别人吻了他暗恋的女孩的那一刻起

他就决定摧毁一切

Destiny 命运

[P233]

Destiny is usually just around the corner.Like a thief ,a hooker, or a lottery vendor:its three most common personfications.But what destiny don't do is home visit. You have to go for it yourself.

--------Fermin

我偏好尽可能的控制一切，包括命运。

Moliner 米盖尔

[218]

The day I die,all that was once mine will be yours,Julian,except my dreams...

--------Moliner

永远的朋友，永远的悲情人物

默默的爱着，默默的付出

他深知自己的生命万劫不复

他一直是如此确信

Nuria Monfort 努西娅的回忆

The prison of memories

[373]

There are no second chances in life, except to feel remorse.

[433]

Most of us have the good or bad fortune of seeing our lives fall apart so slowly we barely notice it. In Julian's case that certainty came to him in a matter of seconds.

[455]

We're willing to believe anything other than the truth.

[461]

Time has taught me not to lose hope, yet not to trust too much in hope either. Hope is cruel, and had no conscience.

[462]

Of all the things that Julian wrote, the one I have always felt closet to my heart is that as long as we're remembered, we remain alive...Remember me,Daniel, even if it's only in a corner and secretly. Don't let me go.

谜一样的女人

就像她小心坚守的秘密一般

有着摄人的魅力

爱上一个不该爱的人

爱不上那个该爱的人

她选择了她的悲剧

她无悔

Secrets 一些秘密

[P9]

A secret's worth depends on the people from whom it must be kept.

你的生活建立在一个巨大的谎言之上

有人将真相当作秘密对你小心隐藏

你以自己的方式一步步逼近真相

空气中尘封血腥味一点点被唤醒

在地下雪白的大理石之下

躺着血淋淋的真相

长久以来静静的等待着你的到来

In the City of Barcelona,Spain 弗朗哥政权阴影下的巴塞罗那

[P33]

I had grown up convinced that the slow procession of the post war years, a world of stillness,poverty and hidden resentment,was as natural as tap water, that the mute sadness that seeped from the wall of the wounded city was the real face of its soul.

这样一个城市，充斥着猜忌、仇恨、暴力。

信任、爱、和平，都是如此遥不可及

无处可逃

一个疯狂的时代

可以吞噬多少生命以及梦想

我们除了默默承受，能做些什么？

about childhood 童年

[P33]

One of the pitfalls of childhood is that one doesn't have to understand something to feel it. By the time the mind is able to comprehend what has happened, the wounds of the heart are already too deep.

about death 死亡

[P33]

In my world death was like a nameless and incomprehensible hand, a door-to-door salesman who took away mothers,beggers or 90 year odd neighbors, like a hellish lottery.

有人说，死亡是一个新的开始。

但我不想重新开始，一次已经很累了。

每一分每一秒都在努力活着，

为了在死亡降临时后悔的机会少一些。

about passionate love 爱

[P40]

Had I paused to reflect, I would have understood that my devotion to Clara brought me no more than suffering.

Perhaps for that very reason,I adored her all the more,because of the eternal human stupidity of pursing those who hurt us the most.

-------Daniel

[P180]

The moment that you stop to think whether you love someone, you've already stop loving that person forever.

-------Julian

[367]

It's funny how we judge others and don't realize the extent of our own disdain until the ones we loved are no longer there, until they're taken from us.They're taken from us because they've never really belonged to us.....

-------Issac Monfort

爱了，才会受伤。

我们依然乐此不疲的被伤害。

不是我们太傻，

只是还对它抱有单纯而美好的希望。

about Art 艺术

[P66]

Paris is the only city in the world where starving to death is still considered an art.

-----Issac

和艺术私奔到巴黎...我已经打好行囊。

Gift 礼物

[P76]

Presents are made for the pleasure of the one who gives them,not for the merits of those who receive them.

-----------Daniel's father

许巍那首《礼物》:

“我希望，成为你生命中的礼物....”

具有施予的能力，本来就是一种幸福。

Women 女人们

[P89]

Nobody knows much about women, not even Freud,not even women themselves. But it's like electricity: you don't have to know how it works to get a shock.-------Fermin

....with women the best part is the discovery. There's nothing like the first time, nothing.You don't know how life is until you undress a woman the first time. A bottom at a time, like peeling a hot sweet potato on a winter's night...-----------Fermin

[P134]

As Freud tell us, women want the opposite of what they think or say they want,which, when you consider it, is not so bad, because men, as is more than evidence, responds ,contrariwise, to the dictates of their genital and digestive organs.

呵呵，探索频道时间。

TV is a sin. 是什么让我们愚昧无知？

[P90]

Television, my dear Daniel, is the antichrist, and I can assure you that after only three or four generation, people will no longer even know how to fart on their won. Human will return to living in caves, to medieval savagery, and to the general state of imbecility that slugs overcame back in the Pleistoncean era. Our world eill not die as a result of bomb,as the paper say, it will die of laughter, of banality of making a joke of everything.

-----------Fermin

远离电视、八卦新闻、社交网络

以及一切的精神虚空

回归阅读，审慎与沉静

以及由此衍生的属于思考的智慧。

这就是风之影

以及它所给予我的启示。

附：

《风之影》作者官网 http://www.carlosruizzafon.co.uk/

《风之影》各个版本出版物

《风之影》地图（巴塞罗那）

标注了故事发生主要地点、道路及建筑物。

南無一夜欢颜与感动

whisper — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 15:25:00 GMT

题记：不要忘了我们的回忆，不要忘了我们的梦。

你听那是什么声音

就要把自己推向光明

8月28日晚间八点三十分 MAO 南无队《南无文艺宣传队》EP发布专场

MAO像一个半地下铁皮桶置身其中耳膜和胸腔一齐隆隆作响

每一个摇滚迷都会为之热血沸腾

南无一行七人就这样华丽丽的登场>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

黑夜里你指引着光明

在寒冷里有热气在沸腾

这一切都没有了影踪

云残云呼啸岁月催人老

只为这一杯不哭也不笑

时间难道回无人再陪醉

那是我的爱呀一去不再回

不要忘记

我们爱你

可以说南无是一支有信仰的乐队用心做着音乐

他们希望自己的音乐能给别人带来“哪怕一点点温暖，一点点快乐”

这个晚上

他们其实已经带来了太多太多

舞台上的他们

始终感动着在场的每一个人

我爱他们只因他们如此真诚

【佛经】

南无阿弥陀佛......

无心无爱无情无念我们无语无所谓

我愿化作泥土不化成眼泪

无望无喜无怒无声我们无死无永归

皆无皆不再醉自然为最美

黑夜里你指引着光明

在寒冷里有热气在沸腾

这一切都没有了影踪

这真理就在我心中

啊。。。。

&@×）×￥&￥&×#%

（佛经内容不再赘述）

【80后】

没事懒洋洋闲逛的我

迎面驶来了 28 的永久自行车

可是会里这个牌子还是不错

小卖店的电视机里在播

白娘子和许仙在唱歌

～～千年等一回我无悔啊～～

这是80后简单的生活

你一定不要忘记了

随着时间慢慢的推移

这一切都将离我们远去

以前十块钱就能买的东西

现在一定要出动毛主席

现在人们都彼此不相信

彼此在伤害着对方的心

小时候的回忆

不再清晰

云残云呼啸岁月催人老

只为这一杯不哭也不笑

时间难道回无人再陪醉

那是我的爱呀一去不再回

无尽的虚伪无尽的轮回

无尽的醉啊无尽的眼泪

那是我的爱啊我的轮回

你的爱呀换不回

不要忘记我们的回忆

不要忘记我们的梦

【封存自己】

当乌云飞起来

close your eyes

当天空暗下来

一切都不存在

当雨水落下来

心情是否还澎湃

当所有人都躲起来

把自己封存起来

什么叫做爱

谁能明白

我不明白

谁明白

当你对我说你要离开

close my eyes

你的脸变得苍白

灵魂在在不在

没什么解不开

你听那是什么声音

就要把自己推向光明

那是为了那是为了我为了你

不要忘记我的声音

你要仔细听那是什么声音

就要把自己推向光明

那是为了那是为了我为了你

不要忘记

我们爱你

【花花公子】

我看你哭我觉得不够幸福

那么多的女人都有她的美丽之处

怎能够为了小树我就放弃整片森林

如果可以我愿把你们都抱在我怀里

人们都说花心的男人不错

人们都说女人就爱男人的龌龊

所以我我的女人越来越多

那种感觉真是让人难以捉摸

前方的路越是向前越坎坷

花花的我越是无助更寂寞

谁能来帮助我呢谁能来了解我呢

我知道这就叫做自作孽不可活

南无乐队>>>>>>http://www.douban.com/artist/nanwu/

MAO livehouse>>http://www.douban.com/group/maolive/

PS.摇滚不死！！

Odyssey,one last time

whisper — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 03:43:00 GMT

题记：我鞋都没穿，就踏上荆棘满布的大道。

最近被奥德修斯大人迷住了

他是智者（木马记的构想者）

他是勇士（百步穿杨的大力士）

他是冒险家（19年漫游世界）

他是一国之主

他是温柔的丈夫

他是慈祥的父亲

他还是雅典娜的朋友

他不畏诱惑

他沉着机智

他还深情

......

可想而知我的"花痴"多么的严重

其实最中意的还是他的名字

Odyssey

n.漫长的充满艰险的伟大旅程

我简直是迷上了这个词语

继Fitzcarraldo之后

只好像路是越走越窄了

......

不得而已

在向理想朝圣的荆棘小道上一路狂奔

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Ps 1,

本专辑适合开车骑车慢跑行走阅读发呆时独自欣赏。

Ps 2,

感谢这些歌陪伴我整个夏天。

Speechlessness

whisper — Mon, 06 Jul 2009 15:06:00 GMT

题记：失去是如此的冗长的过程。

我一直想知道

从哪一刻起

你决定的离开

离开那个我认识的你

有那么多未解之谜

曾让我如坐针毡

而我能做的

只是看着你远走

撕扯

过去的和现在的种种因果

它们交战正酣

我抽出身来

端坐一旁

好像与此无关一样

我想

是我匮乏了

无从表达

放弃思考

逼问自己

你还信什么

相信我所选择去相信的

在我还可以选择的时候

美是永恒的

自由是永恒的

孤独也是如此

献给Seraphine

Placebo-Julien

变形金刚后援会

whisper — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 00:03:00 GMT

[盛夏]Flammable Touches

whisper — Sat, 23 May 2009 11:22:00 GMT

题记：Passion,against the fate.

Flammable Touches....

Sexy,passionate,like the coming summer days...

01. Listen Up - Starsailor

02.Sun Again - Kinnie Starr

03.Give - Tori Amos

04.Sunshine Makes Me High - The Guggenheim Grotto

05.Four In The Morning - Ivy

06.Special Needs - Placebo

07.I Drive Alone - Esthero

08.Yo George - Tori Amos

09.Venti Di Sale - Corde Oblique

10.Flavor - Tori Amos

11.Nikita - The Guggenheim Grotto

12.In the Sun - Joseph Arthur

13.Nostalgica Avanguardia - Corde Oblique

14.Spitting Out Teeth - Thirteen Senses

15.Before Departure - PJ Harvey

Download

PS. 天气热起来了，我的热情也在升温。

点名儿游戏—I'm fear of music from now!

whisper — Thu, 07 May 2009 08:15:00 GMT

从chy那里接过接力棒。

规则如下：

A 打开你的itunes随机模式或者MP3播放列表之类的

B 点“下一首”来获得每个问题的答案

C 你必须写下那首歌的名字无论看起来有多傻

D 在歌后面写下评论

E 点12个朋友

F 所有被点名的必须做同样的事，因为大家的快乐会像病毒一样传播开来o(∩_∩)o...

1 如果有人说，“这样行吗？”

Slave to the Wage - Placebo

不用安慰我了。无所谓，我已是无药可救之人。

2 你怎样描述自己？

If You Want Me -Marketa Irglova and Glen Hansa

If You Want Me，come and see yourself...

3 你喜欢一个男孩/女孩什么？

Sunday Afternoon - Rachael Yamagata

慵懒的声线，还有幽默感。

4 你今天感觉怎么样？

special K - Placebo

Special chaos....播放列表快把我逼疯了。

5 你生命的目的是什么？

Belle - Jack Johnson

哦，belle，美与自由。

6 你的座右铭？

Can Things Be Better?- Gustavo Santaolalla

我思，故我在。

7 你的朋友怎么看你？

Jigsaw Falling into Place - radiohead

就像radiohead的歌一样，有些迷幻色彩。

8 你怎么看你父母？

Across The Universe-Jim Sturgess

我小宇宙中最重要的部分。

9 你经常考虑的事情是什么？

The best is yet to come - At 17

正像歌词唱得，to hug someone,to kiss someone,the best is yet to come...

10 你怎么看你最好的朋友？

Broken Harp - PJ harvey

世界上的另一个我。

11 你怎么看你喜欢的人？

Everything's Not Lost - coldplay

I can't bear to lose you.

12 你生命的故事是什么？

Lost In You- Olivia Broadfield

Sometimes I was lost....我沉默，我迷惑，我悲伤。

sometimes I was found....我热情，我坦诚，我快乐。

如此反复无常。

13 你长大后想成为什么？

Where Love Went Wrong - Augustana

设计师。其实我也不懂到底是什么。

Something goes wrong.

14 你的兴趣/爱好是什么?

La sombra del viento -Carlos Ruiz Zafon

激动死我了，风之影！！

我爱阅读。书籍。以及别人的生活。

15 你最害怕的是？

Sugar Rush - Cash Cash

冲动是魔鬼。

16 你最大的秘密？

Hands Held High - Linkin Park

我举起手。I surrender once.

17 当你看到喜欢的人你会想到什么？

Sun Again - The.L.Word.Soundtrack

沐浴阳光的温暖。

18 你婚礼的时候会挑哪首歌？

The Maker Makes -Rufus Wainwright

难道是逼婚...who makes?

19 他们在你葬礼的时候会放什么音乐？

A tear in your eyes-Yo La Tengo

这首歌一定会成为催泪弹的...

20 你怎么看你的朋友们？

Pretend That You're Alone-Keane

有他们在，I'll never feel alone.

21 你会把这问卷叫什么？

I've Got a Feeling-Ivy

我有死的感觉....

留点儿气力点名儿（嘿嘿）

Lolita

Danny

小技

予

forrest

小物

邑寡

九

半边奇渡

永不反复的青春

faith

Andy

西安是个好地方

whisper — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 11:26:00 GMT

题记：这里有我想要的一切。

【吃不停】

西大街鼓楼西侧的回民街不去会后悔终身的。

因为.......

玫瑰镜膏

各种凉皮：米皮儿（我的最爱啊）、面皮、和咯

涮肚...（怎么回事？刚才还是一大盆来着....）

大名鼎鼎的羊肉泡馍（一不小心让我吃的见底儿了）

其实吧，这八宝粥值得隆重推荐，因为跟别地儿的味道都不一样。

灌汤包。贾三家的名气响，不过小六家的味道好。

抄凉粉。很香，不过比较辣哈。

这羊蹄，远远望着就口水直流。

这种叫锅盔的大饼。面很筋道。口感甜甜的。被它体型吓到的话还有小号的锅盔可供选择。口味是相同的。

重点的介绍过了，剩下的就靠大家的眼睛和鼻子的临场表现了。跟着感觉走哈....

特别提示：在回民街，任何与猪相关的就不要提到了吧，除非你自寻短见

桂花稠酒在东大街的西安饭庄能喝到地道的

在鼓楼德发长吃饺子宴会很破费的

柿饼在华山脚下能买到8元一斤的，市里一般10元一斤，不要买贵了哦

来小吃街要采取“吃一口，换一个地方的方针”。最好分两次行动：第一次广泛撒网侦查，第二次重点轰炸....

【淘不停】

南门附近的书院门

这里有西安特有的延绵千年的书卷气息

这里充满质朴的民间艺术

文房四宝

笔墨纸砚（墨香啊）

古董首饰

剪纸皮影

各种手工艺品.....

在这里刻一个属于自己的章子是我的选择

先挑一块石头

选一个字（其实多少字个都行，取决于你能扛多大的石头回家）

阴刻？阳刻？

阳刻比较有难度哈

我选的是“涵”字

印出来是这个样子滴

推荐一个淘盘的好地方：西工大南门附近有两家很好的碟店（CD很全的，那里的老板也很专业吼）

以下是这次的战利品....

【爬不停】

城墙

从书院门尽头的文昌门上城墙，向西走，从南门下。

当然，你也可以租自行车绕城一周。

华山

华阴县。一天的日程。

我们这次跟一个在市内联系的散客团，后来证明此举是个很大的失误。

因为坐索道排队的人不是一般的多，而且下山的时间是固定的.......最后真正爬山的时间也就三小时，5555

总共东西南北中五座山峰，我们只爬了其中两峰就匆匆下山排队做下山的索道。

最终，只得望山兴叹......

事实证明：两天时间最好。

第一天上山爬上去，经北峰上中锋再到西峰，上南峰。晚上就住在山上。

第二天星夜启程去往东峰，看日出......(我哭啊~~)然后下山的时候坐索道。

这样的安排依然会让大部分人基本上都“废”了。大约需要一周的休整恢复时间。嘎嘎~

当然，还有很多的地方可以爬

骊山兵马俑大雁塔钟楼.....

还有最后要推荐的是大唐芙蓉园的夜景.......

（事先声明这园子跟“芙蓉姐姐”没有任何关系）

北广场的音乐喷泉表演每晚8点开始（完全免费）

南广场内有水幕电影（票价45）

最后的最后：西安是个好地方。鉴定完毕。

Professional Daydreamer

whisper — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 15:29:00 GMT

题记：四月。一点小清新。一点小癫狂。

1.worry about you Ivy <Long Distance (Limited Edition)>

2.include me out Deus <Pocket Revolution>

3.Never Know Jack Johnson <In Between Dreams>

4.Young San Francisco Boy In Static <Candy Cigarette>

5.Spring Hill Katkhuda <A Long Way From Somewhere>

6.Belle Jack Johnson <In Between Dreams>

7.Blame It on Yourself Ivy <Long Distance (Limited Edition)>

8.I've Got a Feeling Ivy <Apartment Life>

9.We Build Then We Break The Fray <The Fray>

10.Got Jealous Hurt <Goodbye To The Machine>

11. Starlet Boy In Static <Candy Cigarette>

12.How To Save A Life The Fray <How To Save A Life>

13.Wars Hurt <Goodbye To The Machine>

14.Fighting on the Stairs The Frames <For the Birds>

15.Doyna Sally Potter 电影原声《探戈课》

16.Gold Leaves Fireworks Night

17.Safe At Home Starsailor <All The Plans>

PS.祝所有四月的羊儿们生日快乐纳米盘Download

保留曲目

whisper — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 07:24:00 GMT

题记：这是我旅途上的保留曲目。

include me out by Deus<pocket revolution>

Where have i seen this before?

When will i feel it again?

Somebody opened a door

I'm afraid to walk in

Imagination will kill

If imagination stands still

I read it in open book

read it in open book

Oh man, i read it in books of laughter

Oh man, i read it in books of pain

What are you talking to me

Cause i'm not really there

Like a spirit that's free

I'm as light as the air

Oh man, i'm as light as the air and floating

Take me on

Where the fire winds blow

Of where a fallen leaf stays

for days

on your shoulder

Cause all i need

Is to find my own

And that summering drone

Illicit and golden

Oh lord where have i seen this before

Oh lord when will i feel it again

Read it in every move

Read it in every game

Read it in what you do

Read it in everything

Oh man, as light as the air and floating

Take me on

Where the fire winds blow

Cause when time stands still

I wait until

It's over

And all i need

Is to find my own

And the summering drone

Illicit and golden

PS.很高兴，在一片忙碌中，挤出时间远行。

很高兴，短暂的逃离。

Earth hour

whisper — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 03:24:00 GMT

恩，就是今天晚上。

今晚熄灯点蜡烛。

Possession

whisper — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 02:24:00 GMT

题记：三月，是一个容易冲动的季节。

[To Lamont]

我望见了入口，但走上的是我们的不归路。

你的冷漠如冰冻之河

你依然在那里只是成了冰

我靠近的脚步小心翼翼如履薄冰

忐忑

以我的热望

能否所向披靡

穿越你无尽的沉默的高墙？

你曾将自己比作一只蛋

躺在丰润的蛋白的包裹中

自成体系

有自己的梦做自己的事

不习惯被侵扰

我日日夜夜将你捧在心里

细细侦查每一个可能的入口

你灵魂的闪光

你的聪慧

你的才情

隐约照亮了入口处的门

我粗暴的进入你的冰冷

你听

不远处的孤岛上

Siren在为我们歌唱

你我眼含热泪

深深对望

你说我们的尽头近在咫尺

这孤岛永不能成栖身之地

你哭喊着

要如何挨过未来这一天天的光明？

我无法再给你什么了

连个允诺也不行

终究

我是个说谎之人

要回到我的谎言中去

我给你留下希望的种子

它在你体内生根发芽

直到它破茧而出的那一天

你再想起我

是恨

还是怀念

这些都不再重要了

[To Ash]

生时远离你，死时属于你。

我的灵魂是冷的

你感觉到了吧

它没有热度

静默着连带吞噬了你的热情

蔓延着就连周围的空气都结了霜

这样的我太需要太阳光和热爱欲的烈焰

——唯此才能穿透我高耸的冰墙和我固执的冷静

你的热情温情亲情

投向我包裹我

但填补不了我冰冷的渴望

我耗尽了你但依然迷茫

亲爱的

我的灵魂是冷的我的爱也是冷的

比死还冷

但它让我强大清醒独立

我爱它

胜过你胜过我自己

我爱你

这怎么讲都是一句个谎言

我怀念你的热度

这才是真实的吧

没有如果

没有最后一次拥你在怀中

再冰冷的离去

彻底忘掉那个关于温暖的幻梦

还有那个温暖的你

我还是那只蛋

破碎的外壳

为你敞开过

看来我只能用这样的方式表达

我是爱你的

哦

用我冰冷的热情

可你知道

我现在什么也做不了

我有的只是冰冷而已

哦不对

还有那死不改悔的灵魂

PS.

Inspired by a book <<Possession>>(隐之书)

Fragments of the simple life

whisper — Tue, 17 Feb 2009 15:46:00 GMT

题记：我做不了你的爱人。我只能做我自己。

音乐。

in-style。

F。

点烟。

自省。

随性。

自由。

纯净。

Float。

挥洒生命。

青春。

安静。

独立。

光。

一花一世界。

宅。

羽翼。

我们的路。

迸发。

奋斗。纵身一跃。

升华。

三人行。embarrassing。

城市。

在路上。

我喜欢现在的这种状态。黑白分明。纯粹平和。简单明了。

PS.近来都会埋头于课程与GT的准备当中。不能常来问候mtime的朋友了。祝大家一切安好～

My dear darkness

whisper — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:17:00 GMT

09年只听歌不无病呻吟......

Track List

01 limbo Ludovico Einaudi <I Giorni>

02 Elephants Racheal Yamagata <Elephants...Teeth Sinking Into Heart>

03 Dear darkness PJ harvey <White Chalk>

04 Elephant Damien Rice <9>

05 One night Sean Lennon <Into the Sun>

06 Pony(It's OK) Erin McCarley <Erin McCarley>

07 Libertango Sally Potter <电影原声《探戈课》>

08 Eyes On Fire Blue Foundation <Twilight (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)>

09 Let's Do The Things We Normally do Dido <Safe trip home>

10 Little Life Racheal Yamagata <Elephants...Teeth Sinking Into Heart>

11 Jigsaw Falling Into Place Radiohead <In Rainbows>

12 Einsamkeit Nebulung <Nebulung>

13 Cape Canaveral Conor Oberst <Conor Oberst>

14 Cottonmouth(Jargon) Seabird <'til We See The Shore>

15 When the love falls Yiruma

16 Set Down Your Glass Snow Patrol <A Hundred Million Suns>

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we float

whisper — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:10:00 GMT

题记：爱的，不爱的，一切都在告别中。

我不谈雪灾不谈熊市不谈火车事故中故去的那位未曾谋面的学长

不谈大地震不谈轰轰烈烈的奥运盛事不谈志愿者的所思所想

不谈神七嫦娥奔月不谈奥巴马当选时的慷慨激昂不谈金融危机中前路的迷茫

不谈每天默默为之付出的GT 不谈那个依稀的美国梦

不谈那段还在苟延残喘暗无天日的熬图的日子

不谈只有圣诞树没有没有礼物的圣诞节不谈关于09的种种期盼与迷茫......

撒满广场的棒棒糖我已无心拾起就像这个在大起大落中慌忙落幕的2008一样

.......我依然是我宠辱不惊的过生活

喜欢对自己说从现在开始每一刻都是崭新的

半年来积蓄的不安忧虑犹豫压力猜忌恐惧懒惰失望内疚落寞的情绪欲望的膨胀

统统的

Let it sink

On a brand new start

we float

take life as it comes...

The wind is telling stories about us

writing words with sand and powder dust
deserted squares and lonesome grass

       we all float
       on clouds of gold
       the mountains make the sun rise
       your rainbow colored eyes can change the tide

You and me are floating on a time of wave

You and me are drifting into outerspace

hand in hand exploring the world

Searching for anything good

The brightest light in the darkest night

something that worth fighting for

不要软弱不要冷漠

On this brand new start

we float...

ready?

up!

float...

2008/12/31 17:23

inspired by a song

we float by PJ Harvy

We wanted to find love
We wanted success
Until nothing was enough
Until my middle name was excess

And somehow I lost touch
When you went out of sight
When you got lost into the city
Got lost into the night

I was in need of help
Heading to black out
'Til someone told me run on in honey
Before somebody blows your goddam' brains out

You shop-lifted as a child
I had a model's smile
You carried all my hopes
Until something broke inside

But now we float
Take life as it comes

So will we die of shock?
Die without a trial
Die on Good Friday
While holding each other tight
This is kind of about you
This is kind of about me
We just kind of lost our way
But we were looking to be free

But one day we'll float
Take life as it comes

ps.with many thanks to...

感谢朋友们一年来的支持

感谢父母亲大人的理解

感谢dido snow patrol coldplay 兢兢业业的做音乐出专辑

感谢好莱坞编剧们放弃了罢工

感谢希斯莱杰蝙蝠侠6以及所有那些那我欢喜让我忧的电影们

感谢emule 纳米盘对娱乐事业的无私支持

感谢安妮赖斯的吸血鬼小说

感谢freja的美丽

感谢w让我安静沉默

感谢y对我的关心

感谢我自己依然坚强的活着

感谢08年它终于过去了

This New Year,we float...

fin~

管ta三七21

whisper — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 05:24:00 GMT

无论是什么

选择是我的

我的

faithless

我的

fearless

The rest is the quiet time...

Let me make a wish:

Be practical and Be stronger till one day I'm able to carry the promises of happiness on my shoulder...

五年了。My Guardian angel。

whisper — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 04:05:00 GMT

题记：To be with ur voice...and start over again

2003

我依旧懵懂着

Life for rent

自我意识的启蒙教育

我来到了我的起点

我拾起了浸满昆德拉咒语的魔法书

我背负了不能承受的的生命之轻

我像诗人一样在奔跑

我跑到这条被称作人生的大路上

你的声音一直陪着我

You said you're no angle

你我并肩在路上

你为我扬起风帆

沉浮破浪

你点亮灯塔

我守望

Dido

A singer

An angle without wings

However,

hearing her voice

anyone can fly...

你沉默了五年

环游了世界

你回来

带着Safe back home

听上去好像有了落脚的地方

好像要停下了漂泊的脚步

但你依然是你

依旧漫不经心

你的声音

让我听出了端倪

Don't believe in love...

这是你的答案么

还只是一句戏言

你回来了就好

用熟悉的声音问候我

对于我来说

你是一种特殊的存在

只是你

与别的无关

PS.

关于 Dido--safe trip home

一句话：积淀了五年的情绪

track list

1. don't believe in love

2. quiet times
3. never want to say it's love
4. grafton street
5. it comes and it goes
6. look no further
7. us 2 little gods
8. the day before the day
9. let's do the things we normally do
10. burnin love
11. northern skies

专辑试听打包--纳米盘

Snow Patrol-A hundred million suns

whisper — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 11:42:00 GMT

好东西，不敢私藏...

首先，这封面太赞了

再有，当时听run时候的感觉全回来了

还有，我一听就主唱的声音陷进去了

最后，我要抒情一下~

snow patrol，我爱你们...感谢你们在这么冷的天气里带来a hundred million暖洋洋...

Track List：

1. If there's a rocket tie me to it
2. Crack the shutters
3. Take back the city
4. Lifeboats

5. The golden floor
6. Please just take these photos from my hands
7. Set down your glass
8. The planets bend between us
9. Engines
10. Disaster button
11. The Lightning Strike

打包带走at纳米盘

Choice is an illusion。

Wish you were here

小情歌

La sombra del viento

南無一夜 欢颜与感动

Odyssey,one last time

Speechlessness

变形金刚后援会

[盛夏]Flammable Touches

点名儿游戏—I'm fear of music from now!

西安是个好地方

Professional Daydreamer

保留曲目

Earth hour

Possession

Fragments of the simple life

My dear darkness

we float

管ta三七21

五年了。My Guardian angel。

Snow Patrol-A hundred million suns

南無一夜欢颜与感动